gahhh
warning...emo...just need to vent
....I just work...angot home from d i got to go back at 11 tomorrow...:( but gahhhhh I been so freaking stressed lately. I just feel like I have no time for anything. None for myself...at all :( except for right now. I hate the fact when I get the time to myself no ones talking to me, im not doing homework....I feel like competel shit...cause i realise all that I been feeling when I dont have time to realise im feeling it and poop. Lol...I just I dont know...sometimes i just cant take it anymore...wow that was emo...o dont mean like kill myself I mean like I need to quit everything and go away and live in freakin South Carolina or something..where its always nice...although I would miss baseball...I just want time to do things...and when im not at school...when im not doing homework...or working...askjdhkajshdkjah I just want time god damn it...Come January im changing my times mega like 10 hours a weekend...I have to be honest at some point and I am not going to have the job much longer (you work with me shhh!) lol Cause when lowells opens which i hope it does soon..Ill just do that...I know I sound dumb right now...but like its sad...it really is...how you people just keep running around and dont have time to realise How they feel...just something that simple.....god lol I just need to rant to someone..damn being stressed/sad....
....I just work...angot home from d i got to go back at 11 tomorrow...:( but gahhhhh I been so freaking stressed lately. I just feel like I have no time for anything. None for myself...at all :( except for right now. I hate the fact when I get the time to myself no ones talking to me, im not doing homework....I feel like competel shit...cause i realise all that I been feeling when I dont have time to realise im feeling it and poop. Lol...I just I dont know...sometimes i just cant take it anymore...wow that was emo...o dont mean like kill myself I mean like I need to quit everything and go away and live in freakin South Carolina or something..where its always nice...although I would miss baseball...I just want time to do things...and when im not at school...when im not doing homework...or working...askjdhkajshdkjah I just want time god damn it...Come January im changing my times mega like 10 hours a weekend...I have to be honest at some point and I am not going to have the job much longer (you work with me shhh!) lol Cause when lowells opens which i hope it does soon..Ill just do that...I know I sound dumb right now...but like its sad...it really is...how you people just keep running around and dont have time to realise How they feel...just something that simple.....god lol I just need to rant to someone..damn being stressed/sad....