Little Android Man: Born Without a Soul
Alright. I'm not too happy. You can probably see why. If not, whatever. Anyway, I kinda saw it coming. I wasn't the best for her I don't think. Or at least the way I am right now isn't good for her. It's probably good for me too. I can sort things out now.
Well I love my friends. They're great. I don't like how my life is going much. I do, but not really. Social life is awesome, but my school life sucks. I hate school now, and I'm not doing great, and my mom's gonna be upset, and I don't wanna confront my teachers. I want a job. I want the new Mariokart that got a 9.2/10 on GameSpot. That'll cheer me up/waste weeks of my life. Especially now that I can play Adam in MarioKart I never got to do before.
Now I can't spend money until I get it. I hate my financial situation. I've been so stupid the past years. I hate it. I can change it. I almost changed it. Then I just got lazy. I want to convince my mom I can do well without great grades. I mean, fuck. No. I can't. I really just needed this as inspiration for next quarter.
I have plans every day this week and I can't break them because I need to change. That's what got me into this mess in the first place. I just want to do this. I want to keep my plans. I have. But not great. I bet at least one of these plans will screw up. I don't care. I really want a free day anyway.
Tonight, I'm gonna make some creamsickles, watch Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galexy, and have popcorn. Michelle's advice. I think I'll take it. It's days like this I love my PS2 and TV for the movie part and my refridgerator for the drinks part.
I want to drink. No.
No I don't. I won't.
It's the easy way of getting happy. I have more fun without it. I'd rather not get caught up again. I'd prefer not to.
I would prefer not to.
Irony isn't the right word. It's just the first word that comes to mind.
God. I want to sleep. But I'm not tired. I'm gonna watch the movie now.
Well I love my friends. They're great. I don't like how my life is going much. I do, but not really. Social life is awesome, but my school life sucks. I hate school now, and I'm not doing great, and my mom's gonna be upset, and I don't wanna confront my teachers. I want a job. I want the new Mariokart that got a 9.2/10 on GameSpot. That'll cheer me up/waste weeks of my life. Especially now that I can play Adam in MarioKart I never got to do before.
Now I can't spend money until I get it. I hate my financial situation. I've been so stupid the past years. I hate it. I can change it. I almost changed it. Then I just got lazy. I want to convince my mom I can do well without great grades. I mean, fuck. No. I can't. I really just needed this as inspiration for next quarter.
I have plans every day this week and I can't break them because I need to change. That's what got me into this mess in the first place. I just want to do this. I want to keep my plans. I have. But not great. I bet at least one of these plans will screw up. I don't care. I really want a free day anyway.
Tonight, I'm gonna make some creamsickles, watch Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galexy, and have popcorn. Michelle's advice. I think I'll take it. It's days like this I love my PS2 and TV for the movie part and my refridgerator for the drinks part.
I want to drink. No.
No I don't. I won't.
It's the easy way of getting happy. I have more fun without it. I'd rather not get caught up again. I'd prefer not to.
I would prefer not to.
Irony isn't the right word. It's just the first word that comes to mind.
God. I want to sleep. But I'm not tired. I'm gonna watch the movie now.