...talking shit about a pretty sunset....

[story_ina_dream]

im really upset right now
i spilled out my guts to cameron
hes the only one i want to know

maybe because he understands me better

hopefully

i went to dinner with scott last night
it was good for what it was
he makes me sad sometimes
though his sisters dog made me happy

camerons leaving me for a while
to go to waco and unpack everything
and by everything i mean his children
if he would read this
he would understand

i wish he were coming with me to dallas
i wish he were staying here instead of waco
i wish alot of things that wont happen

unfortunatly,
but for now. im on to new topics...that wont last long

micah is great, i hope his party last night was fun
im sure he enjoyed it

today is pablo's birthday
for any of you who go to thundercloud subs
hes the guy with the really tight black pants
and nose ring and tattoos

happy birthday pablo

all i want need
is to sit in camerons room
in his arms
listening to nick drake
falling asleep
thinking knowing he cares