wow...

[stormzealot]

you know it's funny how you can make yourself happy by listening to music and then you just find yourself thinking about everything that's beautiful in the world. and then suddenly, all of your problems just go away and you don’t think you can ever be sad again because being alive and having lived a few moments is better than never living at all. because you know some people really never DO live at all. even if its a memory and its gone, it doesn’t matter because you were still there and you were still a part of something great once. and you can just hope that everyone who was there too looks back on the times you had with them and laughs or just feels better because those were times when we felt like our lives wouldn't end and all you wanted to do was maybe get an 'I love you' out of the other person before the night was over. and that’s all that mattered. or maybe you were by yourself in your room and you just got done watching a great movie or something and you wanted to take in every detail in your room so you could remember how you felt when you think about that movie. or maybe it was when you were with your friends and you all got messed up together and you just had fun sitting together. or maybe you found something new to hope for. I hope everyone has times like these if they haven’t yet and if they have had times like these already I hope they aren’t sad when they think about them. because that’s not why you did what you did. you did it because you wanted to feel happy.
music works in weird ways like that, certain songs feel like the soundtrack to your life in a way that regular words can't. you put on sad music when your sad (usually) because you need something to relate to.
it's all very nice, actually.

anna rox my sox.
that is all.