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The other day I just got to thinking about the past. I started wondering what if maybe I had taken a left turn instead of a right? What would have happened if I was the star employee at watermark books, and I never started working at shooters? And then I got really sad. I almost had to pull my truck over because of the deep sadness that washed over me. Because all those things, they led me to this point. To this day. And had none of those things happened, I wouldn't have found my true love. If I had showed up everyday at watermark, I would probably still be working there. I wouldn't have the friends that I do, I wouldn't have the job that I love. And I wouldn't have the home that I have now, with the wonderful husband to go home to. And I'm sure lots of people have epiphanies like this. But there was something about realizing that life is so great, that I can't possibly describe. I love him, and thinking back, I wouldn't have lived my life any other way if it meant that I couldn't have him.