Alive
I don't feel so alive anymore. I actually feel comatose. I'm not sure what is going on but my mind is kinda in it's own vicinity. I think i spelled that wrong but i don't care right now. Anywho. I think that this world is getting smaller. Too many people around me trying to be something they aren't because a select few around them are becoming more and more i don't know the word for it but it's kind of juvenile. What ever make them happy i suppose. I don't even know why i care and now i'm just typing the first thoughts that come to mind.
Start again, sigh. I guess the only reason i really thought to write in this journal is because noone really reads or writes in lj anymore because xanga took over and choked on life and died and then myspace decided to spread an epidemic worse than aids in but a short year. 2008 should prove to be interesting. Can't be as bad as 2007. I had relationships problems spread like wild fire in fucking california and death surrounded me so much that even the grim reaper was jealous. I just tired of the games that life likes to play i just wanna live but unfortunately that IS life and i'm just going to have to deal with it.
I hope everyone back home is doing well. I suspect most of you are still in school and working crappy jobs to pay for it. Good luck with that guys I really hope things are going well. I'm not sure what I want to do anymore but i know it's not what i'm doing now. I look forward to tomorrow everyday because the past is always a sure knowing thing... the future is full of questions and opportunity's that i can't wait to find.
I'm tired and have to take Malinko to the vet tomorrow for hit shots. I'll talk to everyone later. My cell (((301 305 7150)))) is always on so if your bored feel free to call. i'm always awake. Good night/morning
Start again, sigh. I guess the only reason i really thought to write in this journal is because noone really reads or writes in lj anymore because xanga took over and choked on life and died and then myspace decided to spread an epidemic worse than aids in but a short year. 2008 should prove to be interesting. Can't be as bad as 2007. I had relationships problems spread like wild fire in fucking california and death surrounded me so much that even the grim reaper was jealous. I just tired of the games that life likes to play i just wanna live but unfortunately that IS life and i'm just going to have to deal with it.
I hope everyone back home is doing well. I suspect most of you are still in school and working crappy jobs to pay for it. Good luck with that guys I really hope things are going well. I'm not sure what I want to do anymore but i know it's not what i'm doing now. I look forward to tomorrow everyday because the past is always a sure knowing thing... the future is full of questions and opportunity's that i can't wait to find.
I'm tired and have to take Malinko to the vet tomorrow for hit shots. I'll talk to everyone later. My cell (((301 305 7150)))) is always on so if your bored feel free to call. i'm always awake. Good night/morning