60 days
Forgive me for it has been 30 days since my last confession. lol
So January has been, well, interesting.
Let's start with my job. It is getting frustrating. I have a boss that I personally think is bipolar. He is also a bit narcissist. So in short, my boss is an ass. It makes the work environment real tense and everyone is miserable. So yea, I am looking again.
Love life? It's going really really really well. <3 <3 <3 IS and I have been really getting closer. Everything that I had originally felt was an issue is gone. He has grown so much in the last four years. We behave so similar. Also there is no question as to what the other is feeling or thinking. If it is on our minds we just talk about it. It's crazy refreshing.
Every thing else? Sometimes I feel like such a fish out of water. Even with some of my own friends. I sometimes wonder how I even know these people. I am not perfect, I know I make choices others wouldn't make. I just get tired of feeling constantly judged for them. I mean I don't really care what other think of me but it does get exhausting when people you think are so close to you constantly beat up on what you believe in. I mean I get it, I do not have a "main stream" point of view. I don't talk about it much, it is not socially accepted to have any opinion against the "main stream".
/sigh
So January has been, well, interesting.
Let's start with my job. It is getting frustrating. I have a boss that I personally think is bipolar. He is also a bit narcissist. So in short, my boss is an ass. It makes the work environment real tense and everyone is miserable. So yea, I am looking again.
Love life? It's going really really really well. <3 <3 <3 IS and I have been really getting closer. Everything that I had originally felt was an issue is gone. He has grown so much in the last four years. We behave so similar. Also there is no question as to what the other is feeling or thinking. If it is on our minds we just talk about it. It's crazy refreshing.
Every thing else? Sometimes I feel like such a fish out of water. Even with some of my own friends. I sometimes wonder how I even know these people. I am not perfect, I know I make choices others wouldn't make. I just get tired of feeling constantly judged for them. I mean I don't really care what other think of me but it does get exhausting when people you think are so close to you constantly beat up on what you believe in. I mean I get it, I do not have a "main stream" point of view. I don't talk about it much, it is not socially accepted to have any opinion against the "main stream".
/sigh