almost an year has passed...
...since we decided to forget about contraceptives.Almost an year and no results.I know I'm old.I know having another baby now would be quite a mess...but after another negative pregnancy test,just when I was so sure would be the right time,I just feel sad.So funny I had a wonderful boy with a man I hardly talk with and I can't with the only soulmate I ever had.I know I know,I should be grateful and all for what I have yet....but now I just feel like I have a stone in my stomach,while I follow to smile and to cook dinner.