silence
I've been feeling like I'm walking around the office with my clothes on backwards. Dorky, awkward and uncomfortable, like people are talking about me...or I pissed someone off. Well, I found out that the king of the "cool people" think I'm irritating and may have started a movement.
Wow.
I found this out at a after-work happy hour on Friday. Think I wouldn't cry in public? think again. If the tears are coming, there's not a damn thing i can do to stop them. It was a show, let me tell you.
I just feel incredibly stupid now, because I was really trying to insert myself. It just never occurred to me that the problem wasn't that they didn't know me yet or I was too quiet, but that they simply weren't interested in getting to know me better.
If I felt awkward last week - not i feel naked. Fucker. I think I'll sort through unflattering nicknames for this guy until I hit one that I find satisfying.
Wow.
I found this out at a after-work happy hour on Friday. Think I wouldn't cry in public? think again. If the tears are coming, there's not a damn thing i can do to stop them. It was a show, let me tell you.
I just feel incredibly stupid now, because I was really trying to insert myself. It just never occurred to me that the problem wasn't that they didn't know me yet or I was too quiet, but that they simply weren't interested in getting to know me better.
If I felt awkward last week - not i feel naked. Fucker. I think I'll sort through unflattering nicknames for this guy until I hit one that I find satisfying.