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[stormydown]

i've been thinking a lot about Dan recently. what it would be like to run into him in the city on a night out drinking -- both of us looking desirable. what would happen if i texted him. (probably nothing, since i ignored the last 4 texts he sent me.)

all terrible thoughts, i know, because Dan is terrible. but still, i wonder.

i think i'm drawn toward this kind of destructive behavior that cannot possibly end well.