I think I've got it.
I did some thinking today. And I think I came up with a reason why I've started feeling close to my ex again.
Last year ended kinda crappy. My father stopped talking to me at Fathers Day (That's September, for you over-seas people), I failed the year of study, and was diagnosed with depression. Things just were really bad, and I needed something secured and comfortable to attach to, to make me feel somewhat normal.
So, I started looking for the comfort I had with my first boyfriend.
I was talking to one of my uni friends and I crushed on him a bit last year. I think I still am crushing on him, lol. But I felt drawn to him.
I think Joe was just...attractive over the holidays because I didn't have anything else to be attracted to.
Perhaps, when uni goes back, I'll stop being so drawn to him. Anything is possible, right?
Last year ended kinda crappy. My father stopped talking to me at Fathers Day (That's September, for you over-seas people), I failed the year of study, and was diagnosed with depression. Things just were really bad, and I needed something secured and comfortable to attach to, to make me feel somewhat normal.
So, I started looking for the comfort I had with my first boyfriend.
I was talking to one of my uni friends and I crushed on him a bit last year. I think I still am crushing on him, lol. But I felt drawn to him.
I think Joe was just...attractive over the holidays because I didn't have anything else to be attracted to.
Perhaps, when uni goes back, I'll stop being so drawn to him. Anything is possible, right?