Fear-
Is it really irrational, or just a mass of unstable emotion waiting to be sorted and identified? My only constant fear anymore is of bugs and I can put that aside if I have to. My deeper fears of loneliness, death, and darkness seem pale. Perhaps I'm growing immune, perhaps I'm grwoing ignorant- or perhaps I'm just numbing to the world. I feel more. I feel like this is justified. Perhaps loss would make me feel more cautious, or perhaps it would be just another pain to bear and overcome on Time's slow plodding donkey. Either which way, I'm learning, growing, perhaps even wisening up.
Universe, please grant me patience to accept life for what it is, and ambition to change it in the hope to make it better. Although I do complain a lot and swing in my feelings, there's always a peace of me that loves being a part of you and I'm done with denying myself anymore. Please live life through me as I live life through myself. I hope someway somewhere my memories are recorded and given to someone else who can use them to see them from a grander picture than my limited eyes. I feel like my life is full, and I am momentarily very content and satisfied with my lot. Please guide me into make my faults more valuable, and my strengths more sharply honed. I need a new focus, and I'd like to invite it in my life. Please continue to be as you are, my live both deepens and broadens beyond my measure, which perhaps is why lately my emotions have been so bland....
Universe, Love Eternal; Honor Forever; My Blood in Thine.
-K.
Universe, please grant me patience to accept life for what it is, and ambition to change it in the hope to make it better. Although I do complain a lot and swing in my feelings, there's always a peace of me that loves being a part of you and I'm done with denying myself anymore. Please live life through me as I live life through myself. I hope someway somewhere my memories are recorded and given to someone else who can use them to see them from a grander picture than my limited eyes. I feel like my life is full, and I am momentarily very content and satisfied with my lot. Please guide me into make my faults more valuable, and my strengths more sharply honed. I need a new focus, and I'd like to invite it in my life. Please continue to be as you are, my live both deepens and broadens beyond my measure, which perhaps is why lately my emotions have been so bland....
Universe, Love Eternal; Honor Forever; My Blood in Thine.
-K.