I Never Ever Stop Wondering..
While sitting in Mr.Traverse's room after school, making up for lost time in lit mag, I decided to look through my El-Jay in hopes of finding material.
Instead, I found pieces of my old self : ) , parts that I had recently dropped, or that had left me for a time.
I had forgotten why i wanted to play music, why I liked what I do, Who I was. Who I Am..
I'm still "picking up the pieces" , but, I feel much better, almost like I should cry to refresh myself, or at least take a long shower..
Hopefully I'll get back to me, and be the Jake that I am comfortable with, and the Jake that I strive to be (this sounds kind of weird)
but still,
I enjoy thinking... and I hope that, the thinking doesn't so much flee from me, as linger, but transforms into pondering and playful thoughts; instead of dark and dwelling poisons inside of my inner cosmology.
I'm surprised that re-reading old entries [slash] flicking through past thoughts, could be so refreshing or inspiring.. : D
I just figured I'd update that little bit...
Thank You for Reading and Commenting!
Enjoy Your Time!,
[jake]
Instead, I found pieces of my old self : ) , parts that I had recently dropped, or that had left me for a time.
I had forgotten why i wanted to play music, why I liked what I do, Who I was. Who I Am..
I'm still "picking up the pieces" , but, I feel much better, almost like I should cry to refresh myself, or at least take a long shower..
Hopefully I'll get back to me, and be the Jake that I am comfortable with, and the Jake that I strive to be (this sounds kind of weird)
but still,
I enjoy thinking... and I hope that, the thinking doesn't so much flee from me, as linger, but transforms into pondering and playful thoughts; instead of dark and dwelling poisons inside of my inner cosmology.
I'm surprised that re-reading old entries [slash] flicking through past thoughts, could be so refreshing or inspiring.. : D
I just figured I'd update that little bit...
Thank You for Reading and Commenting!
Enjoy Your Time!,
[jake]