Who Knows, Maybe There Isn't A Vein Of Stars Calling Out My Name?
Nothing really new...
I need to play more music, i haven't been writing enough, but i also haven't jammed in forever.
[I'm more interested in jam/writing though]
in any case, i get ideas for songs, and then they become as useless as a handful of water, they evaporate or slip from my grasp, and those drops and evaporations turn into billions upon billions of crumpled paper thoughts that are slowly becoming a sea that i don't want to drown in.
[[It Overtakes Me]]
so! to fix this, i think i might start carrying a notebook and pen everywhere [this might require a man purse] which kind of sucks, i'll try my best to work around it.
but yeah, Mosi has become more of a thinking band for me, it's like a mixture of the thoughts an inspirational "why not me?" and an improving for the future "how could this be better?". In any case, they are a talented group of lads.
But the thoughts of becoming a failure scare me out of music. and the thought "why not me?" turns into "why should it be me? i wouldn't deserve it"
[The Stars Are So Big...And I'm So Small....Do I Stand A Chance??]
I've not found an answer at all, but I'm looking. and hopefully I will find it!
Like the Holzman says "...things will work out [as always], why can't I see that?"
I hope he's right!
Is there an existential underlying question in this?
Have a Wonderful Day In The Universe!
[jake]
I need to play more music, i haven't been writing enough, but i also haven't jammed in forever.
[I'm more interested in jam/writing though]
in any case, i get ideas for songs, and then they become as useless as a handful of water, they evaporate or slip from my grasp, and those drops and evaporations turn into billions upon billions of crumpled paper thoughts that are slowly becoming a sea that i don't want to drown in.
[[It Overtakes Me]]
so! to fix this, i think i might start carrying a notebook and pen everywhere [this might require a man purse] which kind of sucks, i'll try my best to work around it.
but yeah, Mosi has become more of a thinking band for me, it's like a mixture of the thoughts an inspirational "why not me?" and an improving for the future "how could this be better?". In any case, they are a talented group of lads.
But the thoughts of becoming a failure scare me out of music. and the thought "why not me?" turns into "why should it be me? i wouldn't deserve it"
[The Stars Are So Big...And I'm So Small....Do I Stand A Chance??]
I've not found an answer at all, but I'm looking. and hopefully I will find it!
Like the Holzman says "...things will work out [as always], why can't I see that?"
I hope he's right!
Is there an existential underlying question in this?
Have a Wonderful Day In The Universe!
[jake]