Early mornings suck hardcore...

[stormwizard79]

...I've been up for over 5 hours already and its only 840. I hate the army when it makes me get up that early, what sucks even more is that I am not going home early today, which is what I normally do when I have inprocessing, I go home after my brief is over, which is really only 30 minutes or so if im lucky, but now I wont be going home until 6 or later, if Im lucky, then I have to cut my hair, clean my kitchen, pack my bags, take a shower, and go to bed, cause I'm getting up at 430 to take a shower and get dressed, I leave for the airport at 500. That is the only thing that is keeping me going at this point, I really really really need to see Vanessa! I miss her so much, I could care less why Im going up, passover is all well and good, and Im interested in it, but my main reason is just to see my baby!! I can't wait, I wish she was getting there earlier than 2 or 3, I cant say Im looking forward to waiting that long to see her at her house, but in the long run 4 or 5 hours is not that long, so I think I can handle it. Then we have until sunday, then another month and a half, then a twelve hour drive back to KY, then she's with me for how long we dont really know, at least not yet. I love her so very very much, my life is seriously without any sense of motivation or anything else when she is not here. I can't wait for the day that I get to come home to her at lunch and dinner, or maybe just dinner, but she will be there all night, and I am positive that I will sleep better then, none of this laying in bed awake for hours, I can cuddle with my baby and thats enough for me!
I hope you have a safe trip home baby, I Love You!!!!