GOD DAMN IT!!!

Apr 12, 2005 08:53

Well lets see...
- Jess is now distancing herself because of Derek (I'll elaborate later in the post)
- Life apparently sucks all around for everyone
- I'm insighteful yet I don't understand myself
- And... RRRAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I hate this fuckin drama thats happening

Now to elaborate, Jess and Derek have split because Derek is going off to college.
Well if she hadn't been at his house everyday or basically been attached as she was it wouldn't be a problem.
But from talking to her she apparently doesn't know about change and she is trying to forget him, which is a stupid move at this point.
Change is going to happen for better or for worse and it gets the best of us.
But that doesn't mean one can just sulk into a hole and hide from it.
Sometimes we have to accept it and now its her turn to feel like I have for quite a long time.
Life aint pretty, neither is the self-pity that everyone (save for a few) is wallowing in.

I'm not being an asshole and I'd like it if I'm not associated with a dark, cold hearted SOB for it.
I said what I did to prove a point, and if you think this post is bad... wait for the next one.

-Storm
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