Making moves...

May 30, 2016 09:27

Sheesh. I keep signing onto LJ and reading the last post I wrote.

So...much...has...changed.

1. No longer work at my previous employer for over a year now. (Currently work for another company closer to home)

2. No longer with my gf. (Broke up last summer, started communication again this year in April)

3. Started a podcast called Waseoff Podcast.

4. Learning Buddhism and what it means to me.

5. Embracing enlightenment each day. Learning to.

Well, I thought that would be easier to breakdown that way instead of a really long story.

Change is good, even if it seems odd or meh in the beginning. We always have a choice to see the best in something.

I'm doing well! Started working out again after taking time off from really being my active self. I read more, and embrace meditation when I can. It's funny to me that through my life, prior to this point I feel like I didn't learn any life skills.
Now, I feel like these last few months have been the Phd version of the course of life. I learned one of the most important things.
Happiness comes from within. I feel like this sentence is so powerfull and should be one of the first things a human learns.
We are taught that happiness is something you get from doing something or buying something or being with someone. My life began like this, thinking that external things can make me happy. Although its a partially true statement. It's temporary.
Happiness within is the understanding that you are everything that you will ever need in life. You're amazing the way you are and continue to learn and that's fine.

So these days I continue to learn to be happy as myself. I headed out to Caumsett Park yesterday. I'm writing here now. I have infested more and more in myself!

I'm enjoying it. Change can sometimes be tough but once one embraces the now, and thyself. They're unstoppable. I am unstoppable and so are you!

Anyway.. in other news today is an odd day for me (sort of).
It's memorial day and it's a day we have learned that people show appreciation to the troops and blah blah blah. However, this is also a day where people love to spend time with family and BBQ's and air shows etc. I feel like I should be out doing something like this. The collective societal mindset. However, I am also perfectly fine with being home, reading, gaming, relaxing. Am I lame? lol.

My thoughts have ceased. It's time to watch more of Casey Neistat on Youtube. :)

growth, me, wisdom, evolution, life

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