I am sick and tired of being sick and tired....
I'd tell you a story, but you'd just get muddled with the details. Besides that, it's just part of a much larger problem. I am taken for granted, always. It's like that I'm seen as always being there. I am the nice guy. I am far too nice. I'm too nice for my own good. I get turned into family, and then I know how family treats me. If I told you, you wouldn't believe me. NOt that it matters. It doesn't matter if you're blood family or not, I'm treated the same way. I'm an accessory. Either to my mother, my best friend, or whatever.
I'm never said sorry to. For anything. I'm told get over it or something similar to that. I haven't ever been apologized to, for anything. It's like "Oh, it's just Jason. He's a nice guy. He'll let me slide, again and again." I'm treated as a doormat. I'm the nice guy... the one who everyone comes to when they need something or when they have a problem. I'm not allowed to. I'm not that important to people.
It's not worth the stress. It's not worth it anymore. I just don't care anymore. Y'know... yesterday was a great fucking day. The air seemed a bit fresher. The day was a bit warmer. I had a ton of fun yesterday. Today? It was colder. It rained. I didn't have fun. Now? Now, I'm fucking pissed. Sorry Steph (for the cursing), but I've had it. I'm sick and tired of being up and down. It's not fair. It's not fair at all. I'm a damn good guy! I don't deserve to be treated like garbage. Not by anyone. Not by some hussie from the south, not by people who say they're my friend, not by anyone! And yet, I'm treated like crap because people just don't care about me. Hey, such is life, right? You've got to weed out the assholes, before you can find the right. I've just fucking had it...
Just so we're clear here, this isn't about one specific person, cause I know they're fucking thinking it. No, this is a MUCH larger problem. It's been going on for years, and I'm not going to take it anymore. I put up with it in middle school and high school. I've put up with it since I've graduated. I won't be taken for granted anymore. I won't be used anymore. I won't be treated like garbage anymore. I've had enough. If you don't like it, I just don't care. If you don't like it, then you weren't a friend to begin with.
I'm never said sorry to. For anything. I'm told get over it or something similar to that. I haven't ever been apologized to, for anything. It's like "Oh, it's just Jason. He's a nice guy. He'll let me slide, again and again." I'm treated as a doormat. I'm the nice guy... the one who everyone comes to when they need something or when they have a problem. I'm not allowed to. I'm not that important to people.
It's not worth the stress. It's not worth it anymore. I just don't care anymore. Y'know... yesterday was a great fucking day. The air seemed a bit fresher. The day was a bit warmer. I had a ton of fun yesterday. Today? It was colder. It rained. I didn't have fun. Now? Now, I'm fucking pissed. Sorry Steph (for the cursing), but I've had it. I'm sick and tired of being up and down. It's not fair. It's not fair at all. I'm a damn good guy! I don't deserve to be treated like garbage. Not by anyone. Not by some hussie from the south, not by people who say they're my friend, not by anyone! And yet, I'm treated like crap because people just don't care about me. Hey, such is life, right? You've got to weed out the assholes, before you can find the right. I've just fucking had it...
Just so we're clear here, this isn't about one specific person, cause I know they're fucking thinking it. No, this is a MUCH larger problem. It's been going on for years, and I'm not going to take it anymore. I put up with it in middle school and high school. I've put up with it since I've graduated. I won't be taken for granted anymore. I won't be used anymore. I won't be treated like garbage anymore. I've had enough. If you don't like it, I just don't care. If you don't like it, then you weren't a friend to begin with.