well, this was pointless
I am thoroughly disgusted with today and wish I could start over.
Nothing emo, I'm just a procrastinating twat. No school work, almost no writing, niet, nothing productive. Argh.
I blame this on the return of the monthly thang. Although it's not wreaking that much havoc down south, which is GREAT might I add. See, this is another reason I like the cold season. Dunno if it's like that with the rest of you girls, but my pain, it does not like heat.
Though the thing is getting really unpredictable of late. I mean, I'm still scheduled for the end of the month every month, but it used to be that it'd start in the morning right after I'd wake up. Really wonderful, because then I wouldn't have to worry about possible "oh shit am I staining my chair/jeans oh shit oh shit I will scream if the whole class can see please teacher don't call me up to the board". I mean, you can still get that of course, but it's less stressful when you know you've got things 99% covered. As to the other 1%, you make damn sure you don't stand up too fast, and then people wonder why you're slower than usual but you don't fucking care because yesss you're stainless! LOL. Men on the flist, I have decoded another mystery for you ;)
Anyway. Back to the original topic. I'm pretty damn sure it's my laughable schedule this semester that's fucking with my system because my periods are starting all over the place, anytime of the day. Thankfully, it hasn't happened at school yet (phew) but still, it's damn irritating.
And with this bit of biological fuckery, I leave you for my bed because I have judo tomorrow and... who the hell knows who's showing up to practise with me. Last week I helped the senseis because no one did show, and the week before that I practised with a girl who's easily half my size. Not good.
to do:
Nothing emo, I'm just a procrastinating twat. No school work, almost no writing, niet, nothing productive. Argh.
I blame this on the return of the monthly thang. Although it's not wreaking that much havoc down south, which is GREAT might I add. See, this is another reason I like the cold season. Dunno if it's like that with the rest of you girls, but my pain, it does not like heat.
Though the thing is getting really unpredictable of late. I mean, I'm still scheduled for the end of the month every month, but it used to be that it'd start in the morning right after I'd wake up. Really wonderful, because then I wouldn't have to worry about possible "oh shit am I staining my chair/jeans oh shit oh shit I will scream if the whole class can see please teacher don't call me up to the board". I mean, you can still get that of course, but it's less stressful when you know you've got things 99% covered. As to the other 1%, you make damn sure you don't stand up too fast, and then people wonder why you're slower than usual but you don't fucking care because yesss you're stainless! LOL. Men on the flist, I have decoded another mystery for you ;)
Anyway. Back to the original topic. I'm pretty damn sure it's my laughable schedule this semester that's fucking with my system because my periods are starting all over the place, anytime of the day. Thankfully, it hasn't happened at school yet (phew) but still, it's damn irritating.
And with this bit of biological fuckery, I leave you for my bed because I have judo tomorrow and... who the hell knows who's showing up to practise with me. Last week I helped the senseis because no one did show, and the week before that I practised with a girl who's easily half my size. Not good.
to do:
- cart 356 winter project
- cart 352 setting of the sun project
- arth 263 käthe kollwitz maternal prints essay
- study theo
- get that choco/pistachio cake from (miam) pâtisserie
- there must be more. blah