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stormlovindj

Fuck It Alllllll

Jun 30, 2004 01:10

I Miss not fighting with my best friends

I Miss long nights watching movies cuddling

I Miss 3 simple words

I MIss Closing my eyes and not wanting to cry

I Miss Feeling Loved By someone special

I Miss 6 hour conversations online

I Miss drunken entertainment

I Miss singing rent at the top of my lungsI Miss knowing i had plans for at least one ( Read more... )

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Re: I AM THE ONE THIS ENTRY IS ABOUT..... stormlovindj July 2 2004, 23:18:08 UTC

Also For the record.

just about everything that i miss....in this entry has to do with the TIMES i miss...not the person. yes they usually are linked hand in hand but this time its me stating how much i miss the good time that we had. and by we i dont just mean you and I nick.... i mean all of us as any of my friends.....it was a much more peaceful time in my life. i felt a state of normalcy, people werent fighting everytime i turned around.....that is what i miss nick, not you, not anymore.

As Far as summer flings go....i have known Chris longer then you in technicality....because i knew chris back when i was dating devon, Has there really been anyone that i have been SERIOUSLY involved in since you.....NO! so lets rethink calling me a slut/whore in text messages as well...

Just trying to de-swell your head a little taking all credit for my depression from this entry... it wasnt all you. dont worry. your not that important to me.

I put myself before others? ask some of my closer friends....i think you will find it exactly the opposite. id let myself die if it would save one of my best friends. friendship is sacred with me..... relationships come and go...especially at 18, but a true friendship can be forever, besides a relationship or love without a strong friendship behind it is like a castle built upon sand. it falls apart.

and to answer the last part.... i have no feelings for you anymore either as they said in rent and we often joked (but this time its for real) ITS OVER

I had hoped to salvage at least a friendship but you will make that impossible, so as you sent in a coment below... FUCK YOU RIGHT BACK

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