Jul 01, 2003 03:59
I saw it coming. i preyed it wouldn't happen. but it did. and i knew it would. Things were too ideal and too perfect, thats not allowed. and happiness? NOOOOOOO! no way in hell.
I don't know where my priorities are anymore. i dont know what i want or how i want to achieve it...
Everyone is asking if im OK. the answer is NO. He knew i had feelings he didnt have he didn't want to lead me on....he admits he's new to it and he really didn't know how to go about it. I hope he gained SOME experience from this. really i do.
I don't know what to say to a world that i sometimes wonder if they even care.
For all you guys who were getting mad about the entries saying "ian this and ian that" i think u guys get a break from it....from that name at least.....
I'm Done Caring. this is a new low.