Feelings
Last night I felt as though I was going to find myself alone again. But then he came over and acted like nothing was wrong. This morning I didn't want to leave him. I just wanted to hold him and make him want to stay with me. I felt as though all I could do was cry. I didn't but I surely wanted to. I think part of my problem is that today is the day my grandmother passed and I feel extremely depressed. Not only that I am pissing blood again so Im not happy about that either... I feel like an emotional roller coaster.