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The seperation and divorce is more visible now. I noticed this morning, all pics of me had been removed from every room and placed in a pile in the library. Well all but the one in the master bedroom. And the pics of me that he had at work were in that pile as well. One the desk was the forms to complete to file for divorce. His part, already completed, leaving only me to complete my areas. It's an odd feeling. The feeling is one that is calm because okay this is going to end and I don't have to put up with this. But also a feeling of rejection. I think no matter if you like the person or have problems with the person, them rejecting you is still hard to grasp. But I will have to deal and realize that I am on my own and no one will take care of me but me. And no one is going to care about me but me.