The strangest question...
Well...The oddest thing happened tonight...I went to a lil' live chat thing to watch my friend do live feed..
We got to talking about cosplay...I mentioned how I don't really want to cosplay, at least right now, because I fel as though I'm a "bigger" girl and I'd rather wait till I loose a few pounds...
The guy present, a self declared lolita loving, etc boy ((can't think of his words exactly)) said I just need self-exteem...
Thing is...Especially recently, I feel as thought I've been better about this...
I guess no one on here can really say...I'm more me on here than anywhere else...D:
I like my body but I'd like it better if I were a lil' thinner...Aren't I justified in that? I mean...I still put myself on stage and ignore the stupid calls of some of the boys. ((Today, for example, we did a show during school and so we where running around during lunch people where being stupid, boys especially, and I ignored 'em...Or is that me just being...Well...Resistant...?))
I can't tell anymore...
Felt like ranting...And this seems to be my random-rant-esque place as of late..
Caoi!
~M'Shell
We got to talking about cosplay...I mentioned how I don't really want to cosplay, at least right now, because I fel as though I'm a "bigger" girl and I'd rather wait till I loose a few pounds...
The guy present, a self declared lolita loving, etc boy ((can't think of his words exactly)) said I just need self-exteem...
Thing is...Especially recently, I feel as thought I've been better about this...
I guess no one on here can really say...I'm more me on here than anywhere else...D:
I like my body but I'd like it better if I were a lil' thinner...Aren't I justified in that? I mean...I still put myself on stage and ignore the stupid calls of some of the boys. ((Today, for example, we did a show during school and so we where running around during lunch people where being stupid, boys especially, and I ignored 'em...Or is that me just being...Well...Resistant...?))
I can't tell anymore...
Felt like ranting...And this seems to be my random-rant-esque place as of late..
Caoi!
~M'Shell