My Expectations Overshot My Want...Spooooky
I'm so pissed with myself, i feel totally lost in my hellenistic class. I miss three days and totally lose track of everything. I feel so very juvenile. But i cant be doing that bad, i got an 82 on the mid-term and a 90 and 85 on the two quizzes..so i think i'm okay.
These past three days, i've been so confused i hardly know which way is start and where is the left. Frodo is now attached at the hip to me. Monday, when he introduced me to his friend Robin and walked me to his dorm to play videogames, (big supprise, today's choice was Marvel: Ultimate Alliance), he told me that he'd missed me this weekend. I felt happy...untill he told me it was while he was "giving it" to his Ladyfriend. He immediately appologised and said he was just kidding and that he'd thought of me when his leather bracelet broke.
But that was the only negative thing he's done too me all week. Quite the contrary, as i stated above, Frodo has been drawn to me like a baby lamb to its mother: Unwiling to sit anywhere but next to me, Scoffing at anyone (like Debbie, for example, as we have become closer in the last two days) who even tries to come as close to me as he is, wining when i hug other people, like when i link arms and hold hands with Debbie, and even pouting at me and accusing me of liking Debbie better than he.
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?!
He appologised once again for saying that one comment to me, and then further elaborated that he did indeed think of and miss me alot over the weekend and wished that i could be there so he could be with both me and his Ladyfriend at the same time, though he quickly picked up on the fact that that would be quite impossible.
While we were at dinner yesterday with Sam, Ernesto, Robin, and two other guys that i fing very entertaining, I was one girl in the ranks of six college men that, three months ago when i was stressing about school, i didnt even know existed. It makes me think of all the people i'm missing out on, all the facinating friends i could have and personalities and talents i could encounter.
These past three days, i've been so confused i hardly know which way is start and where is the left. Frodo is now attached at the hip to me. Monday, when he introduced me to his friend Robin and walked me to his dorm to play videogames, (big supprise, today's choice was Marvel: Ultimate Alliance), he told me that he'd missed me this weekend. I felt happy...untill he told me it was while he was "giving it" to his Ladyfriend. He immediately appologised and said he was just kidding and that he'd thought of me when his leather bracelet broke.
But that was the only negative thing he's done too me all week. Quite the contrary, as i stated above, Frodo has been drawn to me like a baby lamb to its mother: Unwiling to sit anywhere but next to me, Scoffing at anyone (like Debbie, for example, as we have become closer in the last two days) who even tries to come as close to me as he is, wining when i hug other people, like when i link arms and hold hands with Debbie, and even pouting at me and accusing me of liking Debbie better than he.
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?!
He appologised once again for saying that one comment to me, and then further elaborated that he did indeed think of and miss me alot over the weekend and wished that i could be there so he could be with both me and his Ladyfriend at the same time, though he quickly picked up on the fact that that would be quite impossible.
While we were at dinner yesterday with Sam, Ernesto, Robin, and two other guys that i fing very entertaining, I was one girl in the ranks of six college men that, three months ago when i was stressing about school, i didnt even know existed. It makes me think of all the people i'm missing out on, all the facinating friends i could have and personalities and talents i could encounter.