The Super Adventure Social Life
College is continuous sore throat, and liquid doesnt help. I love futurama.
I could barely focus today in my Greek culture class when i saw all the pictures my friends have put up on facebook. In ending my unenjoyable relationship with my previous male caller, i was a fool in thinking that we could have the friendship we once had. Everytime i talk to him, he asks me questions about my life, just to rip on me for my responses. And now not only have i lost the one man i've come closest to loving...i've also lost the one person in the world that i could call my heartfelt best friend. One of my newest friends Aeon had pictures of him and her on her facebook. They have their own little inside jokes now and everything.
I feel so alone, like a hermit. All i did last night after hanging out with Frodo was sit in my dorm, not even doing my homework. I got it all done so far tonight.
Ahh, i have so much in my head but i lack the words, the motivation, and the eloquent diction to write it down.
I spent most of the day, when i wasnt wallowing in my solitude, thinking about Frodo. I saw him today as i was getting my coffie. He'd just met some new guy he'd randomly sat down with and saw me as he was walking out. I did my best to shine at him. All he said was "Hey, how's it goin'?", then walked away. I'm teetering on the edge of being protective of myself as usual and just totally falling for him. But i want him so BAD. Peraps i've already fallen of the edge of one or more of my mental walls. I dont want a full blown relationship, i just want to have fun...ALOT of fun...sweaty fun.
......i want to nibble him......
I feel, as i change the subject compleetly, that college dun maken meh smartur. I feel an overall sence of ....having a scence of whats going on. My youthful naievity wont allow me to call this wisdom , and i cant call it common sence, considering knowlege itself isnt that common, sence isnt a regular occurance either.
Buddha, Send me something to ravage....but more to be ravaged by...
I could barely focus today in my Greek culture class when i saw all the pictures my friends have put up on facebook. In ending my unenjoyable relationship with my previous male caller, i was a fool in thinking that we could have the friendship we once had. Everytime i talk to him, he asks me questions about my life, just to rip on me for my responses. And now not only have i lost the one man i've come closest to loving...i've also lost the one person in the world that i could call my heartfelt best friend. One of my newest friends Aeon had pictures of him and her on her facebook. They have their own little inside jokes now and everything.
I feel so alone, like a hermit. All i did last night after hanging out with Frodo was sit in my dorm, not even doing my homework. I got it all done so far tonight.
Ahh, i have so much in my head but i lack the words, the motivation, and the eloquent diction to write it down.
I spent most of the day, when i wasnt wallowing in my solitude, thinking about Frodo. I saw him today as i was getting my coffie. He'd just met some new guy he'd randomly sat down with and saw me as he was walking out. I did my best to shine at him. All he said was "Hey, how's it goin'?", then walked away. I'm teetering on the edge of being protective of myself as usual and just totally falling for him. But i want him so BAD. Peraps i've already fallen of the edge of one or more of my mental walls. I dont want a full blown relationship, i just want to have fun...ALOT of fun...sweaty fun.
......i want to nibble him......
I feel, as i change the subject compleetly, that college dun maken meh smartur. I feel an overall sence of ....having a scence of whats going on. My youthful naievity wont allow me to call this wisdom , and i cant call it common sence, considering knowlege itself isnt that common, sence isnt a regular occurance either.
Buddha, Send me something to ravage....but more to be ravaged by...