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so today sucks. rather yesterday. i figure out that one of my friends is in town an that they'll be at seaworld today. and i want to go to meet her. but sutpid ass parents thing that its not right just to go to see her when im not "invited" same went with when i wanted to go meet her at the cafe alamo yesterday at 5pm. said it wouldnt be right. "i wasent invited" ITS A FUCKING PUBLIC PLACE! I DONT HAVE TO BE INVITED TO SHOW UP AT A RESTAURANT! arrrrrrrrg. so then i hear that today is her last full day in san antonio. so no i have to go to seaworld. cause i want to meet her. but ill probably get fucked, and the parents will say no. and the only time ill get to go hook up with her is from 3 till i dont know when. MAYBE. i hate this! if i were in college....shit. id get to go and see her if i wanted! AHHHHH! i cant take this for much longer!
And if that wasent enough. my "friend" gets on and tells me that im a loser. and that i aparently didnt want to see her today because she was in town too. i said sorry, but i was busy today. "your not sorry, you just dont care" and she said taht when she called me, AT TEN IN THE FREAKIN MORNING, IM NOT UP YET, that she said to call her if she wanted to hook up. well...all i remember is that she said she'l be at seaworld someday. im not together at 10 in the morning. i sleep in till 11 or noon everyday this week. but no, she seems to think that its my fault that i couldnt do much that day. what the hell!?! so i say that if your going to throw this in my face and make it "my fault" then i dont care. so ill talk to you later. and she comes back with what the fuck?? and signs off. bitch. its not my fault! so dont go getting bitchy at me!
i swear that if this all doesnt get better soon, im going to go take my shotgun and all the ammo i got and just waste it all at the range. right now id be screaming profanities at you (the journal) but i dont feel like typing them.
so right now life is.....bad.
fuck you J
And if that wasent enough. my "friend" gets on and tells me that im a loser. and that i aparently didnt want to see her today because she was in town too. i said sorry, but i was busy today. "your not sorry, you just dont care" and she said taht when she called me, AT TEN IN THE FREAKIN MORNING, IM NOT UP YET, that she said to call her if she wanted to hook up. well...all i remember is that she said she'l be at seaworld someday. im not together at 10 in the morning. i sleep in till 11 or noon everyday this week. but no, she seems to think that its my fault that i couldnt do much that day. what the hell!?! so i say that if your going to throw this in my face and make it "my fault" then i dont care. so ill talk to you later. and she comes back with what the fuck?? and signs off. bitch. its not my fault! so dont go getting bitchy at me!
i swear that if this all doesnt get better soon, im going to go take my shotgun and all the ammo i got and just waste it all at the range. right now id be screaming profanities at you (the journal) but i dont feel like typing them.
so right now life is.....bad.
fuck you J