Well...
Sometimes everything just gets so messed up and it leaves you standing there without a clue wondering what the heck happened…
I feel like I’ve been run over by a train and yet like it missed me by millimeters and just ripped things away that I’m just now figuring out that they are gone.
I wonder how that happened and I didn’t even notice.
I suppose I’ll just start over, that’s not a problem. I just wonder how I can be so calm about it, so blasé.
It’s like being in the eye of a hurricane. No one notices, not even me and I tell myself it doesn’t matter. When it does matter surely someone will notice. If I make enough noise someone will notice.
But I’m not the type of person to shout, everyone that knows me says so. Ask them to describe me and they will all say: Quiet, Calm, Imperturbable, Composed, Cool …
So I guess I’ll just sit here and be so self-possessed that I fade.
I feel like I’ve been run over by a train and yet like it missed me by millimeters and just ripped things away that I’m just now figuring out that they are gone.
I wonder how that happened and I didn’t even notice.
I suppose I’ll just start over, that’s not a problem. I just wonder how I can be so calm about it, so blasé.
It’s like being in the eye of a hurricane. No one notices, not even me and I tell myself it doesn’t matter. When it does matter surely someone will notice. If I make enough noise someone will notice.
But I’m not the type of person to shout, everyone that knows me says so. Ask them to describe me and they will all say: Quiet, Calm, Imperturbable, Composed, Cool …
So I guess I’ll just sit here and be so self-possessed that I fade.