Mar 19, 2004 21:45
So what a day, well actually it was soo fucking long. I'm just sick of people, well the people at Beachwood. there all rude, cheap and ghetto. We closed at 8:30 tonight and told the mall our system crashed b/c i had to get some things at giant eagle and there just wasnt enough time if i closed at 9.
I Have a show tonight at cocks with monica, sierra and steffie and then im punching it to the belt.
Im really liking this single life b/c i can do whatever i want and go where i choose. But of course this post has to have some bitching in it. I feel like im being walked on and i dont like it. i do a lot of things for people and all i want is a thank you or get me back next time, is that too much to ask. I mean u do it once, shame on u, u do it twice, shame on me. I mean once people fuck me over there done. so it looks like i will be kicking some people to the curb! AND I COULD BE TALKING ABOUT ANYONE SO DON'T ASSUME IT'S U READING THIS OK, THANKS!
I'm getting used to my stick shift accept for the fact that i let off the clutch too soon and i cant stop on hills so going up perkins to route 8 is totally out of the question now. I have to rememer to never start it up in gear or it will fly forward and possibly hit the car in front of me like it did a couple days ago, thank god my car wasnt hurt, well theres was but just the license plate was bent so no biggie.
Im getting to this point now where i like going out by myself, like last night i performed at the interbelt and i had fun, i was with rachel but she doesnt follow me around or watch my every move so i go freely. im gonna check out metro this week and maybe head to cleveland, just to get a different angle on things. i know people there, enough that if i wanted to stand around i could. Im into this whole alone thing now and i kinda like it but we will see what changes! ok kids gotta get a shower and go to cocks!!! TTYL!!!!!!