Ah, withdrawl
I suppose I should mention all of the somewhat significant things that occured.
Graduation.
Awards.
Chamber concert.
As for the questions I have not answered, I'll e-mail them too you. Someday.
Jamie and Kitty: You know, I will still be there. But only if you ask. I love you, but I don't need to be with you to know that. If you want me, ask. If you don't care, let it rest in peace. Kitty, your leaving, and if you want to hang out, we will, if you don't, so be it.
Retreating into myself socially. Broadaning my interaction skills externally. Neh.
I'll be in italy in august. I'll be doing collage crap all summer before that while trying to balance my new life. Parents pressuring you to act now, money, work, stress, tears. It starts.
Life is one great big Whatever. I love him. I want to be with him. But god its alot to get used to in the span of three months. I still feel really akward, and I no longer have a comfort circle to retreat into (for vairous reasons, many and most of which are my own fault) I'm spinning off into something of a furture, and right now its who, not where or what. Who is more important then any of the others.
I hope I know what I'm doing since I've no doubts about doing whatever that is.
Life is nothing but instances strung together in a strand of memory, so you better make sure you know who is holding them together.
Graduation.
Awards.
Chamber concert.
As for the questions I have not answered, I'll e-mail them too you. Someday.
Jamie and Kitty: You know, I will still be there. But only if you ask. I love you, but I don't need to be with you to know that. If you want me, ask. If you don't care, let it rest in peace. Kitty, your leaving, and if you want to hang out, we will, if you don't, so be it.
Retreating into myself socially. Broadaning my interaction skills externally. Neh.
I'll be in italy in august. I'll be doing collage crap all summer before that while trying to balance my new life. Parents pressuring you to act now, money, work, stress, tears. It starts.
Life is one great big Whatever. I love him. I want to be with him. But god its alot to get used to in the span of three months. I still feel really akward, and I no longer have a comfort circle to retreat into (for vairous reasons, many and most of which are my own fault) I'm spinning off into something of a furture, and right now its who, not where or what. Who is more important then any of the others.
I hope I know what I'm doing since I've no doubts about doing whatever that is.
Life is nothing but instances strung together in a strand of memory, so you better make sure you know who is holding them together.