Mar 08, 2006 21:35
I dont know whats going on.
I wish I had one person I could just tell everything to..but I don't.
my head is always ALWAYS a mess lately.
I feel like im being too dramatic, and i am..
i never used to be like this.
i hate the way ive been acting.
i always say i can't stand people like this, but im acting this way.
but I'm always confused.
I don't understand.
I never know what to do.
I don't sleep a lot.
sometimes i wont eat because I just can't.
I'm so worried.
I'm up a lot tossing and turning and thinking.
I'm always like 'ohh im definitly gonna change things, im definitly gonna do this..' and i dont, so its my fault i guess.
im just scared...of everything.