Just Terrible...
Today must have probably been one of the worst days in my entire life...
How can I say this? you may ask. Considering that everyday is a brand new day and each of them is supposedly a beautiful one...I just have so many reasons for hating it...>.<
A week before leaving for singapore, I had to get really really sick!! O.O my tummy sickness is back... well, it's been back since last saturday but today was one of it's worst moments... But the dreaded moment of this day was when the night was at its fullest, when the pitch black sky covered our home and everything was quiet...suddenly, nature calls and as it did i followed it's calling...
I took two steps forward, suddenly my tummy rumbled as if there was a violent storm brewing inside it... I felt it ache as if there was an empty longing for food but in reality it was something that just wanted to get out... Nature called... I rushed toward the CR, but as I turned the knob, it was locked... OMG! water began to drip from my cheeks... tears it was, tears of pain...T-T I felt a violent roar from my tummy as I tried to avoid thinking about the pain... My mind was left blank, in the midst of my rumbling stomach, it was as if the roof of my room had collapsed on my meek body... I couldn't take it... I had to knock at the door... but there was no answer, then to my anxiety I had jumped up and down hoping that the pain would subside... but it didn't ='C
My heart began to break along with my aching tummy; when suddenly, a spark of light bursted through my room... To my exhalation, the door of the CR had opened... I brusquely entered the room, dashing towards the cubicle... within the next few seconds, i had relieved myself... after several minutes had passed, i went out of the room to rest my tummy after a battle with the thing whose name should not be called...x.x
I then gave drinking tea a chance to relax my harrassed tummy... I found a pack of corn tea in my mom's room and as i picked up my batman mug which i use to drink my milk and tea... I found that it wasn't cleaned properly due to my own fault and I decided to wash it...
As I was soaping my mug, I accidentally hit the side of the sink, wherein the mug broke!! O.O I couldn't believe my eyes... I shattered the mug... After all the time, trying to take good care of the mug, I broke it... The handle broke off and there was a small hole at the side of the mug... At the same time it did, I was left speechless as if my heart shattered too... I didn't know what to do... I tried putting the pieces back but for some reason, it didn't fit... Sadly, it didn't stick back together which I hoped for...
I ran around the room panicking at what I should do, and as I ended up in my mom's room, she had thought that I broke a teapot... I then explained to her what had happened and instead of sermoning me, she just lent me her teapot and cup so that I could drink my tea first... As I went downstairs to grab some hotwater, I decided to take a sip of the tea I brewed... when suddenly, I spilt the tea on my left hand... T-T >.< my hand turned to a tomatish red and I panicked across the dining room coz my hand felt liked it was singed by an oven...my gad... x.x I felt like I was such an idiot... So incompetent that I couldn't do anything right...
But then it hit me, something that two wise men had said to me... "Alam mo pare, wag na wag mong sasabihin yan... alam mo naman deserving ka sa lahat eh... wag mo imamaliit ang sarili mo" well, maybe it wasn't so wise -_-|| but it struck something in my mind... It made me stopped dissing myself and just drink my tea...
Lesson learned: there are some things that we can't avoid when we have a bad day... especially if you're not as coordinated as most people... this i realized after talking to someone inspiring... thank you!^_^