reasons not to be me (apart from ugly and mean and ugly)
so yeah, my mom is in the emergency room right now, they said if she'd waited a day longer to go in, she could have had a stroke and probably died.
colleges are either waitlisting or rejecting me (when i know kids who've gotten in who clearly aren't as smart or involved as me).
nobody realizes that i've worked for like, four fucking years for this and i have the right to make a big deal and be upset about it.
i haven't slept in two days.
i've barely been home in the past five days. and i'm leaving again in less than an hour, to socialize and put on my smile and act like i give a fuck about other people.
my best friend is getting on my nerves, his shallowness is such an annoyance. and the way he lies, just so i can be impressed by him when i know it's all bullshit. i look at him every day and i feel like strangling him.
like, what the fuck.
colleges are either waitlisting or rejecting me (when i know kids who've gotten in who clearly aren't as smart or involved as me).
nobody realizes that i've worked for like, four fucking years for this and i have the right to make a big deal and be upset about it.
i haven't slept in two days.
i've barely been home in the past five days. and i'm leaving again in less than an hour, to socialize and put on my smile and act like i give a fuck about other people.
my best friend is getting on my nerves, his shallowness is such an annoyance. and the way he lies, just so i can be impressed by him when i know it's all bullshit. i look at him every day and i feel like strangling him.
like, what the fuck.