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seeing him again has been amazing! i missed him a ridiculous amount and i was equally ridiculously happy to see him again. i spent all day yesterday counting down the hours until he got home and then waiting for my phone to ring at night to let me know he was home and wanted me to come over. we spent hours last night just laying in his bed talking about his trip and giggling and me cracking up obnoxiously when he put on his bear vest and hat. and somehow, i got him to watch everwood..although he wasn't really watching..but i was!
he got me a pretty necklace too...well technically it's a ring, but he knew it'd be too big, so it's on a necklace instead. which was thoughtful and smart thinking on his part!
got to hang with him and vicky tonight. loved it. watched a good movie that i thought was gonna be super lame, but was actually awesome. i shoulda known, val kilmer was in it, it couldn't be THAT bad, lol. and lions are cool. not scary. i felt kinda bad for the poor lions..they were just misunderstood!
haha and somehow it's still a good day even when the two boys gang up on you and make fun of you. i adore those two boys...they're probably two of my favorite people in the world.
i feel really really bad about her. she told me not to, and that it's not a big deal, but i still feel bad. i just wish there was something i could do. if it meant cutting things off with conor, i probably would, just to ensure that she was okay. she means so much to me i just feel awful about all of it. and i didn't even know until someone let it slip, which is the worst because tons of gushing and giggling had already happened, from both me and him, which could have been avoided if i had known. i know i'm probably thinking WAY too much into this, but i just feel so bad, and i don't wanna hurt her. i just..i dunno...i care about him a lot, and he makes me so happy, but is it worth hurting her? ruining something the two of them have? i don't know. being happy always comes with a price, i guess. i just wish i knew what to do.
tomorrow, les mis with shane. wicked excited. i love shane. i love how we email each other back and forth all day. haha i love how shane's totally my best friend, it's insane and hilarious. he's my big teddy bear...who told conor he's rip off his testicles so no other woman would find him attractive ever again if he broke my heart again. oh shane. such a good guy :) lol. although i still think my favorite shane quote ever would still have to be "hell, ryan's a douche. if i was ten year's younger i'd SO want to date you!" haha gotta love shane for always making me feel good!
i really wanna go shopping. i need to get more girlfriends cuz boys won't take me shopping. dammit. mary needs to come home. cuz she'll shop with me but also control my addiction. lol. i miss her. and everyone. i can't wait for summer!
he got me a pretty necklace too...well technically it's a ring, but he knew it'd be too big, so it's on a necklace instead. which was thoughtful and smart thinking on his part!
got to hang with him and vicky tonight. loved it. watched a good movie that i thought was gonna be super lame, but was actually awesome. i shoulda known, val kilmer was in it, it couldn't be THAT bad, lol. and lions are cool. not scary. i felt kinda bad for the poor lions..they were just misunderstood!
haha and somehow it's still a good day even when the two boys gang up on you and make fun of you. i adore those two boys...they're probably two of my favorite people in the world.
i feel really really bad about her. she told me not to, and that it's not a big deal, but i still feel bad. i just wish there was something i could do. if it meant cutting things off with conor, i probably would, just to ensure that she was okay. she means so much to me i just feel awful about all of it. and i didn't even know until someone let it slip, which is the worst because tons of gushing and giggling had already happened, from both me and him, which could have been avoided if i had known. i know i'm probably thinking WAY too much into this, but i just feel so bad, and i don't wanna hurt her. i just..i dunno...i care about him a lot, and he makes me so happy, but is it worth hurting her? ruining something the two of them have? i don't know. being happy always comes with a price, i guess. i just wish i knew what to do.
tomorrow, les mis with shane. wicked excited. i love shane. i love how we email each other back and forth all day. haha i love how shane's totally my best friend, it's insane and hilarious. he's my big teddy bear...who told conor he's rip off his testicles so no other woman would find him attractive ever again if he broke my heart again. oh shane. such a good guy :) lol. although i still think my favorite shane quote ever would still have to be "hell, ryan's a douche. if i was ten year's younger i'd SO want to date you!" haha gotta love shane for always making me feel good!
i really wanna go shopping. i need to get more girlfriends cuz boys won't take me shopping. dammit. mary needs to come home. cuz she'll shop with me but also control my addiction. lol. i miss her. and everyone. i can't wait for summer!