Struggle
I have really had the urge to do some writing lately. Trouble is, I am still having comfort issues with the concept of live journal and letting people see into my life. I do have some wonderful things going on in my life, but the majority of stuff I am dealing with lately are internal struggles trying to overcome bad programming in my formative years. It sucks, it is hard, and I guess that I am embarrased and ashamed of some of it. Ok, I don't have to guess, I know that I am embarassed and ashamed of it - that means that I am not perfect, which has even further conotations that I won't venture into this morning before work.