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So I'm going to be very upset if I don't get off August 5th from work. I totally forgot that it was tax free weekend! Apparently several other people asked off for that weekend as well. Of all the things too! I can work that Friday and Sunday, but that Saturday the 5th I HAVE to have off. It is MAJORLY important to me. Daniel told me earlier that maybe if I can't have that day off because of how many people asked off for it I could ask off for another day for rememberance. Hell no. I miscarried August 5th, I want off August 5th to remember her by. It's been a long journey for me, and it's going to continue to be one, and I think I am on it all on my own. How can nobody care? Maybe they do care, just in their own way. But how could you even consider having a day of rememberance on any other day than the day she passed? It's like my birthday is on May 7th, but you know...I'm going to stay 22 for a week longer this year and celebrate me turning 23 on May the 14th. I just can't do it. I wonder how many people actually remember that I was once pregnant and miscarried. I remember the day my grandfather died, and I offered to take my mom out for the day to help get her mind off of things. That's what you're suppose to do. Hang out with close family and friends so maybe you're not thinking about it (whatever "it" may be) every second of that day. You're not suppose to be working your ass off at work. Just not suppose to be like that. It's just not!! *takes a deep breathe*
I have so much built of frustration tonight it is not even funny. I got chewed out tonight at work by 2 customers and for absolutely NO reason. I did NOTHING wrong. I didn't keep the one customer on hold for over 25 minutes, and I wasn't on a personal phone call and talking to the person while I was suppose to be helping the customer in front of me send his unit off to service to get fixed (which the guy yelled at me for the girl talking on the phone and also because the info you type in for the claim to service (so they know what's wrong with it and what to look for to get it fixed) was not the right information and he wanted me to fix it. Luckily that was no problem) UGH! I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!!!!
I need to take action. Do something about it. Work is really starting to depress me. I like what I do..right? I'm just not happy with the people I work with. Well, if I think about it, I'm not happy with who I work for either. I mean if I were happy working for them then I'd be happy with who I work with as well because they'd have fired all the lazy ass bitches who do jack shit already!
Oh the joys of life. I know you're find stuff like this happens any where you work, but I mean come on people...it's not rocket science. Anyways.. So I totally miss talking to either one of my friends Wes or Adam. It's been ages since I last talked to either one of them. I miss is soooo much. Oh well. It's time for me to go to bed. Plus I've probably written a novel by now...
You know what. I'm not done yet. I just figured out how I feel! I feel disappointed. I'm disappointed in my co-workers and my managers. I'm disappointed in myself for not finishing school and getting out of this hell-hole I call work. (though ask me tomorrow how I feel about it and I will absolutely love it lol) I guess I just expect way too much of people. Shame on me, right?
I have so much built of frustration tonight it is not even funny. I got chewed out tonight at work by 2 customers and for absolutely NO reason. I did NOTHING wrong. I didn't keep the one customer on hold for over 25 minutes, and I wasn't on a personal phone call and talking to the person while I was suppose to be helping the customer in front of me send his unit off to service to get fixed (which the guy yelled at me for the girl talking on the phone and also because the info you type in for the claim to service (so they know what's wrong with it and what to look for to get it fixed) was not the right information and he wanted me to fix it. Luckily that was no problem) UGH! I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!!!!
I need to take action. Do something about it. Work is really starting to depress me. I like what I do..right? I'm just not happy with the people I work with. Well, if I think about it, I'm not happy with who I work for either. I mean if I were happy working for them then I'd be happy with who I work with as well because they'd have fired all the lazy ass bitches who do jack shit already!
Oh the joys of life. I know you're find stuff like this happens any where you work, but I mean come on people...it's not rocket science. Anyways.. So I totally miss talking to either one of my friends Wes or Adam. It's been ages since I last talked to either one of them. I miss is soooo much. Oh well. It's time for me to go to bed. Plus I've probably written a novel by now...
You know what. I'm not done yet. I just figured out how I feel! I feel disappointed. I'm disappointed in my co-workers and my managers. I'm disappointed in myself for not finishing school and getting out of this hell-hole I call work. (though ask me tomorrow how I feel about it and I will absolutely love it lol) I guess I just expect way too much of people. Shame on me, right?