Sooo...I Was Thinking...
Yea...I kno...reallly scary...welll anyways....I was like thinking...is even really worth it all...like yea I kno...I couldnt be any happier..but Im puttin myself through alot of hardship...I really dont know what to do...its like...ugh...just see it kills me...but then...people change my mind...and im all about it and crap...but then something happens and...I swear...Im not going to graduate...im seriously...going to kill myself before it...I dunno...I think im like freaking out my body...and its going to kill me...Gotta change my ways...cant...thats the life of a Senior...and its fun...well anyways I guess...My best Firend won Homecoming Queen...and im sooo fucking HAPPY for her..lol...her and Kyle were sooo adorable together...it was sooo cute hehe...but whats her face wasnt happy at all..come on you go out wit him chill...its not like shes going to steal him from you...the dance was fun...omg...its soo great being a Senior...Days off like Crazy...last Wed had off...best sleeping in ever...and then next week...best week of my life...monday...just a waste of time...tuesday off...Wed have retreat wit my firends..fun times...and thursday off..how hott is that...Going to party all night long hahah...with the cool ass group..omg..that is soo our new fucking name haha...omg and my slice..haha..he still gets no way close then Matt...awww I LOVE MY MATT haha...its been forever since ive seen him..that makes me sad...hopefully soon...o and my lunch table...o god...this is def the best year for lunch hahaha...those boys crack me up...Family Guy convos...then the little games we play...and not get introuble...yea I love mrs. Dav...Volleyball...dunno if im def doing it yet...but if sooo omg sooo much fun...I love my team...I will gte hurt tho...hahaha...it will be worth it...sooo yea Meghan...my love...def gave me a heart attack today...she said she voted for me for cutest couple...and started to freak out...but she said she was joking...I still love her for thinking of me hehe...and Michelles party is coming up...omg yes...going to be sooo fun hot shit hahaha...POWDER PUFF...YES...I can not wait...even tho I have the biggest idiots on my team...who..omg yes..i willl flat out call you blondes...cuz last time I checked...BLACK Fucking went wit EVERYTHING!!!!!! DUMBASS's...haha and omg..there are these songs...I love...and guess what..cant listen to them..cuz they totally remind me of all the crap thats bad in my life...and it sucks cuz there my favorite songs...yea I listen to them still but they make me cry..no one wants to see me cry..ok no one has ever seen me cry but hey...you never will..cuz im strong haha..Danielle has heard me cry..cuz she cares for me...and called me in my time of need hahaha...and thats why I love her hahaha...hmmm what else in my life to tell about...well I guess thats it for now...sooo Ill leave it at that...omg sooo as of today..I was informed that we need to start looking for Winter formal dates...is it just me...or do we have forever..and my mom...omg asking me who im taking to PROm...yea im pretty sure I still got lets see..its may 12th..sooo I got about 6-7 months...I GOT TIME...any ideas of who I should take the both of them...got ideas..not sure tho...o and my friends..who insist on me asking these few boys..ok Ill think about it but prob not haha...well ill write more after the party...that will happen next week...im seeing Bowling, Drinking, Partying and maybe even trouble...I can see it now..cuz someones not going to be happy when she finds out..no ones going to be at her party..but ours...hahaha..and hott boy will be at ours...yea I know...im a bitch but hey...we were planning on a party..and you didnt invite us..sooo why should we switch..were not invited to yours anyway..soo we have no reason to switch now haha...well ill talk later!!!
*~KIM~*