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Sick =(
Bad Mood =(
Tired of Drama =(
Confused [never new, right?]=(
Sad =(
Whatever became of the good in the yesteryears? I don't want to go back to the past, there is no use in dwelling in the lands to which we shall never return. I just want that happiness now. I have trouble figuring out people I thought I knew so well, it feels like I see them momentarily as only mere strangers. That makes me sad because I love my friends, i want to still feel like that we obviously had connections- I mean is that not what makes a friendship? I just don't understand how things change so rapidly. I mean it should be no surprise because these are things we have been told our whole lives would happen. I just guess I always hoped they were true and I could prove others wrong...It just doesn't make sense. My mind feels mostly gone from here, it's on things I wish I could just forget. I can't stop the ways I feel though. I don't even know right now who "me" is and it's scary.
Bad Mood =(
Tired of Drama =(
Confused [never new, right?]=(
Sad =(
Whatever became of the good in the yesteryears? I don't want to go back to the past, there is no use in dwelling in the lands to which we shall never return. I just want that happiness now. I have trouble figuring out people I thought I knew so well, it feels like I see them momentarily as only mere strangers. That makes me sad because I love my friends, i want to still feel like that we obviously had connections- I mean is that not what makes a friendship? I just don't understand how things change so rapidly. I mean it should be no surprise because these are things we have been told our whole lives would happen. I just guess I always hoped they were true and I could prove others wrong...It just doesn't make sense. My mind feels mostly gone from here, it's on things I wish I could just forget. I can't stop the ways I feel though. I don't even know right now who "me" is and it's scary.