I am so cracked out

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Im serioulsy looking rather haggard this morning. Why is it that 80's night always fucks me up? No other bar ever gets me as trashed as 80's night. The worst part is, you do noteven see it comming. You say : I only had two drinks' which happened to be doubles, which makes four drinks, and really five with all the alchy that dude puts in them. Blahhhhhhh. I got free ciggarette, but my lungs feel as though they have become a giant ashtray and nothing more. Perhaps a recepticle to dispose of last nights endevors as well. I was sick all morning. I still haven't eaten anything yet. The Blue Moon at Nate and Hippies was probably a bad idea. It was hilarious though, because I was already in my pjs ready for bed, when Sarah and Xtine go " Were going to the bar we aren't drunk enough". Ben was taking them so I decided tp put down my fat free hot dog and go. All I did yesterday was eat like shit and drink. Bad idea because I am paying for it now. I don't drink for a week and this is what happends pshhh.

How come everytime I spill a drink I claim I am not drunk when I am obvioulsy wasted? I should take that as a signal that it is time to STOP DRINKING.

Was gonna apply at Meijer but I heard they drug test wha oh.

Ben keeps blaming me for his sleeping in late and being late to work. Fuck off with that shit. He hits snooze three times and expects me to stay awake and push him out of bed. NO WAY. especially this morning when I had been sick and finally dozed off. Fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it. Boys really are immature.

I definatly have a cold, and it is definatly from my mom.

Newspapers are here. Have to work now, pshhhhh.- Sick