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So i got my first c+ ever on an English paper in MY WHOLE LIFE and im fucking angry about this you see, for it further reinstates my waste of time being an English major when I really don not give a shit about it, nor am I that great at it. I thought I was good at writting papers but eveidently, I suck at it. Im so obsessed with Film and Film studies and I just want to consume my scedule with those types of classes. I only have two more left then my minor done. it whould be my major. It is what im going to write my thesis about (something, anything having to do with film I have tons of ideas) and what I want to get my masters in. English is just depressing me because I do not find any of it particularly engaging. I swear it is rare for me to enjoy literature written before the late 19th century, so anything that isnt contemporary. Im so sick of it. Luckily I belive that this shall be my last semester taking a stupid class liek Brit Lit. Next semster I have American Horror and Contemporary Fiction which sound awsome but Im sure they will suck ass because my English classes always do:( I do not want to re write this fucking paper at all. My teacher is crazy. Once was enough. Essentially, it is as though we are writting a whole other paper and I could really give a damn about it in the first place so I doubt my second effort will be any better than the first, serioulsy.
I got pretty happy last night at Howards. The show was pretty sweet. SoBM made me dance/laugh. I needed that. There was some general lack of enthusiasim at the show, weirdness just floated about the room, I could feel it. I do not want to feel that anymore. Why can't people remain stagant, or I mean, just as great as they can be at all times? I idealize my freinds to much.
There needs to be another mexican food resturant in this town besides El Zarape because I eat there too much and it is strting too make me look creepy. But all I ever want is a Fajita Burritto.
Tonight- cash and prizes Im sure- This Blows Im Hungry
how appropriate.
So i got my first c+ ever on an English paper in MY WHOLE LIFE and im fucking angry about this you see, for it further reinstates my waste of time being an English major when I really don not give a shit about it, nor am I that great at it. I thought I was good at writting papers but eveidently, I suck at it. Im so obsessed with Film and Film studies and I just want to consume my scedule with those types of classes. I only have two more left then my minor done. it whould be my major. It is what im going to write my thesis about (something, anything having to do with film I have tons of ideas) and what I want to get my masters in. English is just depressing me because I do not find any of it particularly engaging. I swear it is rare for me to enjoy literature written before the late 19th century, so anything that isnt contemporary. Im so sick of it. Luckily I belive that this shall be my last semester taking a stupid class liek Brit Lit. Next semster I have American Horror and Contemporary Fiction which sound awsome but Im sure they will suck ass because my English classes always do:( I do not want to re write this fucking paper at all. My teacher is crazy. Once was enough. Essentially, it is as though we are writting a whole other paper and I could really give a damn about it in the first place so I doubt my second effort will be any better than the first, serioulsy.
I got pretty happy last night at Howards. The show was pretty sweet. SoBM made me dance/laugh. I needed that. There was some general lack of enthusiasim at the show, weirdness just floated about the room, I could feel it. I do not want to feel that anymore. Why can't people remain stagant, or I mean, just as great as they can be at all times? I idealize my freinds to much.
There needs to be another mexican food resturant in this town besides El Zarape because I eat there too much and it is strting too make me look creepy. But all I ever want is a Fajita Burritto.
Tonight- cash and prizes Im sure- This Blows Im Hungry