long time
well its been a long time since ive used this but iam a mess and cant sleep. iam really depressed right now cause of a few things. i guess the biggest one being that seeing my sweetie is gonna be harder then ever before because of our schedules. which is part of life and we just have to make ever second count. lets see what else the only reason iam excited for summers end is ice hockey and indoor soccer and fall outdoor soccer. iam thinking of getting back into baseball next year and spending the winter getting ready for it. i dont know though. my job blows its so easy that i dont get enough hours and its really hard to make ends meet right now. but iam praying that the 2 possible jobs i want will come through for me. the only thing that makes me happy right now is my baby girl leia lynn leib. yep thats about it i love her so much and when were apart i feel like part of me has left with her. someday iam gonna marry that girl. and soon enough i hope to have her dads blessing......i have to work in 5 hours and iam wide awake....why...well i guess the best thing right now is that iam in love and she loves me. soooooo iam back on lj ill try to update more. later yall
matt
matt