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so i had a "fun" day at work today...tons of manual labor and an encounter with a babacue...feel like shit in more ways then one but i am not gonna give up...no way...her happiness will bring closure to all this even if its not with me thats all that matters to me...yes i love her that much...so even if she isnt with me her happiness will allow me to move on...i hope those are words i can live by...i dont know i guess iam gonna go meditate and then work over the punching bag...wreck it time!!