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so of late yah guys i know ive been trying to keep myself busy to take my mind off of events...but its so hard knowing youre in love with someone and they have found happiness with someone else even if they are miserable with everything else...i guess ill just have to keep filling my time and hoping that things stay at the back of my mind unless iam by myself when its ok to break down...outter strength...and hopefully with it ill be able to find a small measure of inner peace...