Dec 12, 2005 21:46
I cant help but feel breathless...when i see her. she cares so much and asks for little from me. i was so glad to see her today. since my injury at work saturday i hadent seen her. well today i was cleared to drive so i went to see her after my medicne wore off...woah what a trip...i hate that feeling...this is why ill never ever willingly do drugs...at work i was lifting somthing that weighed about 150 pounds but there were 3 tied togather which weighs a 450lbs...i got them maybe an 3 inches off the ground and i hear my muscles in my abs and groin pop and they feel like they rip...yah well thats what the doctor said after i saw him. so that sucks for me huge time....where was i oh yes....iam so in love its not even funny...shes so amazing and it makes me nuts that i didnt act on my feelings that i had almost a year ago when i met her...iam a fucktard what are ya gonna do...so now i gotta make up for a few lost months fun right? anyways shes incredible i love her so much shes got amazing eyes an awsome smile shes very sexy shes funny as all get out she makes me laugh she flat out makes me happy. i cant beleive iam as lucky as i am to have her...ive been blessed and really need to thank the lord more then i have for opening this door in my life. she gets me better then most people even those who have known me for a long time. shes...just...just...wow!! she has these amazing eyes and i could be having the worst day ever and if she holds me and i look into those eyes i could just melt...i know i know yall this is gushy...i know and iam sorry....but i needed to get this out...well i guess all thats left is to say baby iam truly and deeply in love with you. peace out yall....
matt
p.s. babe remind me to give ur mom that money so she can order that prop that i want