long day
so my girlfriend is on house arrest...i kinda feel like its my fault...her mom was freaking out and she told me to leave so i did but i cant help but feel like i abandond her...i cant blame her if she feels that way.i guess the best i can do is find a way to make up for it and see if she feel that i did. whitney i love you so much...u have no idea...well maybe u have some of an idea...since u came into my life iam not sure where id be or how id be if u hadent...well really i cant see myself without u by my side. the light changes when she walks into the room. she makes my day go from really effing bad to really good. she can take my tears of sorrow and make them beals of laughter. she gets me better then some of my longest closest friends. I cant help but let myself get lost in those lovely brown eyes. i dont know what id do without her...well iam gonna go rest cause i gotta work in the morning. goodnight everyone i love u whit baby dont give up yet hang in there.
peace
matt
peace
matt