losing my grip
aside from having someone who cares about me...i think iam losing my mind...and i keep getting bad pains through my body theyve been going on for a few days i am hoping they stop cause i dont wonna tell my parents...so i think i may have gotten a raise and promotion at work today...tom is gone we are bossless and i was traind in some new things so i think good thigs whill happen there...i am glad i have someone who loves me...but i feel like iam trapping her...i dont know anymore...iam not sure i make anyone happy...iam going to bed