tears...

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so last night, reality struck and i hate it...i cried, and cried for a long time...i saw gilbert last night and i got to talk to him and i realized that its one of the last times im ever gonna see him...this is a tribute to gilbert, his eulogy if you will...he is the best friend i ever had (no offense guys) but i made him run, and no matter wut happened he was always there for me...he has a soul..a soul i will never forget...he makes me happier than anything in the world...i cant imagine life without him...im serious too...i dont wanna go to berkeley because once im gone ill never see him again...i dont know wut to do...everytime i think about him, tears come to my eyes...im gonna miss him...im trying to save him tho...i figure if i sell my nascar collection i may have enough money...but that means i say goodbye to my dupie piston...god i miss gilbert...i want him to come home...since all of you see the pain im going thru i hope you remember never to take away your childs car if it means this much to them...
i love you gilbert.
forever.