i don't know what it is anymore

[stoping_society]

i can't figure out this emotion. I've never felt like this. confused. happy. sad. anxeoud. all at the same time. it's too much to post. but you know i want to talk to you right? you know i want to.

in any case i can't tell when people are mad at me or just acting silly and it throws me around to wonder about everything.

so i need a code word to let me know when people are actually mad.
i dont know.
stop playing around in my head.