sing like you think no one's listening
i honestly don't know what i expected. i honestly dont know to what extent i could fool myself with the allusion that i would end up happy after all of this and after all the year. It's the first day of 2005 and i still don't know what it is to be alive. and i listen to the sadest songs on the other side of my speakers simply because i can't sing them anymore.
i don't know why i do all of this to myself. and sometimes when it's late i think i can do things i can't and i think i can back in time and make it all right. and if i could i would. and sooo many people and sooo many times people think it's romantic not to change a thing. and maybe that's what being happy with your life is. but i would change it in a second. and i would stop you from pain and i would love you when i should've and i would ... and i would.
i would stop everything bad from happening. and i would stop everything. and i would make you happy. i would make you happier than you are now. even though i don't think i could ever do that for you.
and maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me.
i was scared to death of eternity. i was saved by grace but destroyed by naivity.
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and out of all tihs i have found a way to be myself again and i've put myself through it all so i could be true again and true i am sad. but true i am happy for you. and true i am thinking way too much. and truthfully. i don't think you should have to deel with any of this. so simply forget it all. and we can be friends.
i don't know why i do all of this to myself. and sometimes when it's late i think i can do things i can't and i think i can back in time and make it all right. and if i could i would. and sooo many people and sooo many times people think it's romantic not to change a thing. and maybe that's what being happy with your life is. but i would change it in a second. and i would stop you from pain and i would love you when i should've and i would ... and i would.
i would stop everything bad from happening. and i would stop everything. and i would make you happy. i would make you happier than you are now. even though i don't think i could ever do that for you.
and maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
In my own special selfish way
and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted
Hell knows where your heart would be today
Maybe with me.
i was scared to death of eternity. i was saved by grace but destroyed by naivity.
.......................................................................
and out of all tihs i have found a way to be myself again and i've put myself through it all so i could be true again and true i am sad. but true i am happy for you. and true i am thinking way too much. and truthfully. i don't think you should have to deel with any of this. so simply forget it all. and we can be friends.