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[stopimdieing]

 i figured this is 
something we would 
joke about with our
children and grandchildren
how silly mom and dad 
used to be.
i love you

i can't
i can't
i can't
i can't
love you anymore

now i'm back for the first since then
i'm standing on your street
and theres a letter left on your door step

(i'm right back to how i felt 3 years ago)